The first thing I ask is "What do I want?"
I want to live out my dreams. Have a good career in something that I enjoy, something creative.. maybe sexy. And if I don't have a career in something sexy I still want to do sexy things.
And what is sexy for me besides the obvious? Hypnosis.
Yup I've been a Hypno-fetishist for a very long time. Even when I was a kid I was interested in the subject, although I was to afraid to tell anyone. The cartoon shows at the time had to be mainly nonviolent. So whats the best way for conflict w/ out violence, LOTS of Hypnosis and Mind Control.
So for the longest time I told no one about this fetish of mine. I just loomed over The Collective, Voyer's HypnoStuff, and any video of a Hypnosis/MC scene I could find. I found the Poser program and made my own MC comics, and I draw little doodles of Women/Superheroines in MC scenes. Then I met girl. We ended up going out for a while, and I told her about it. It was one of the hardest things I ever told anyone. And she said ok. I showed her my comics and websites that showed off my kink. Then at a friends party we went of to the woods to have sex. We missed most of the party and came back to crash on the kitchen floor, and that is where I Hypnotized her for the first time. She told me she had been in a stage Hypnosis act and was a good subject, so on the floor I started an induction. It worked out great. I gave her some triggers, and life was good.
But when things are good sometimes you go to far. I loved that she had triggers I could use, and I used them. I would drop her into trance, Froze and posed her, I even had I trigger in place that made her the "perfect slave". Even while we were having sex I would freeze her on top of me, or say she was a slave and the "Yes Master! Fuck me Master" would be said breathlessly.
The highlight of this good time was when she stayed at my apartment and said she had a surprise. It was a Maid outfit. So, I made her into a maid, french accent. It was the most erotic thing that ever happened to me.
Then things went down hill. Her attitude changed. She stopped trying to like anything that I liked. The only thing we ended up talking about was the cats. So we gave up, and now its over.
But now is also a new beginning.
I want to be a hypnotist. I want to share that with people. I might even tell my friends... well maybe not the sex part... I just want to be who I am.
So I guess I'll start posting here. I may not have anything interesting or Kinky in the near future, but I'm trying to reach out to some like minded people. Hopefully to learn from and or share with.
