I've come back from the Dead to say "Holy Crap!"

Well here I am, its been a few months since my last post. I heard a murmer the other day saying "Your Blog is dead". This was very true. I get in writing moods and sometimes I just hate writing. I do so much better speaking, even if I say something off, its ok people know that is just how I talk. But people are much harder on what you write. Thus I don't write as often, but you might say "Buddy, what are you doing writing now? Are you going to Restart your Kinky blog?". The answer is I'm going to Try. In the past I've felt if I missed something and forgot to blog it or had no time to that I wasn't doing a good job. I think I need to remember this is for me and not everyone else, even though I like people reading it. So lets move on from boring things to more fun things.

OMG, my life has been a giant adventure the last few months. I'm very happy with my Hypnosis Meet-ups. Meet-up #5 was last night and things went Great. More and more people are seeing the wonderful power of Hypnosis, and wanting to do it. This makes me happy. Also Hypnosis Club (the Teaching people Hypnosis and how to use it meeting) is also going great, the last club was the best ever... even thought I was teaching sleep Deprived.

Also since march I've been to a bunch of Parties, including one epic run to NYC for a Fantastic party. Every time I've gone to a party I've done something new a met new people.

As far as Hypnosis goes.. I've been doing a fair amount. I would love to be like Ericson and practice everyday for the next 60 years, but I haven't Mastered Conversational stuff, or Instant inductions yet, which leaves me my Longer Therapy style inductions... which makes it harder for me to do something everyday. If I had volenteers that would be fantastic, but alas I must bug most people. What I want in the end if for all my Hypnosis skills to be second Nature, like driving a car. In the begining, it was hard trying to fiugre out the peddles and how to get this big hunk of metal where you want it. Now I do it everyday and don't even think about it. Thats where I want to be in my Hypnosis skill.

As I've said before when I tell people I'm a Hypnotist I normally get one of two recations. First being "Oh oh, Hypnotize me!" or "Oh oh, Hypnotize that guy/girl and let me watch", but last night was the first time I got fear. "Stop looking at me, your Hypnotizing me... aren't you". I had to promise on my honor that I wasn't going to Hypnotized her, and then continued talking. Its a little wierd, I'm not used to being feared. I'd much rather be beloved, but I guess there are worse things to be feared from then my Hypnotic Power...

Anywho hopefully there will be more updates here, I'll post links to my FL.

Dr Albus SlashBlight

aka Buddy

KINK and Burning the Candle at Both Ends.

Nothing new on the Hypnosis Front today but there are interesting things happening to me. On Saturday I went to a Social Gathering in NH (right down the street actually) Called KINK . It was a nice party for Kinky Folks. I meet a bunch of people I met online and a bunch of others. Being the guy in the shiny Silver Vinyl Coat I was very noticeable. I got many complements, a contact card, and even a Date. 

So fast forward to today, I got out of work and headed to pick up my Date. Her name is Kallista. I picked her up and brought her back to my Place (she has no car, Why do I keep meeting people with no Cars!). We tryed to go to Fun World First be alas it was Closed, so we started a Baking Adventure! We had chatted online about cakes, and Portal, so the baking Adventure was to make a Companion Cube! It was a Susses... mostly, We tried to get 3 Cube cakes done but only got one done fully, 2 are undetiled. (Sorry for the Cell pictures, no Power for Digga Cam)

(Cubeshot1&2, Kallista makes Cakes w/out wig, Kallista Holds Wicket w/Wig)

So yeah, I had an very Hot Girl come over to make Cake, and afterwards there was some Awesome Sex. It was just hot and Primal (even if there were a few funny moments "What do you mean the Condom is in the other room... LAME!"). I think this is something we both needed, wanted, and Deserved. 

So, I as of this moment Have not Slept. Its 4:34am I need to be at work in an hour and a half. I didn't get back home till 3am. Am I being very dumb for doing this... yes. Was it worth it... hell yeah. Today at work I will Suffer, but I will get thought it. Should I slow done and let myself rest up for a While...? Probably, but this week is FULL. I will do my best not to go past the point of no Return again, but I can't guarantee anything... In the up and coming weeks I Plan on Slowing down a bit. I want to have fun, but  not to Kill myself...

Kinky Movie Night

I'm sorry folks, I didn't tell of my St Patty's Adventures. Lets just say I saw a Great band for free in an Irish Bar in Boston, Drank some good beers, went to Mephsta's For Dinner and trance. Good night.

So tonight was Kinky Movie Night At Mephsta's place (That Apartment is almost like a Second home). Food = Awesome Pork, Sexy Stuffed Squash (I made this), Something good from whole foods, Pasta and Crazy Corn. The movie was Quills. Before the movie there was good Hang out time with Some Kinky Folks Plus some Hypno-Geeks. I totally let it slip that Sweets was IMing me the other night while a couple of glasses of wine in the bag. I have Hagrad syndrome, I end up saying "I shouldn't have said that...". Opps.  The movie was quite good, I enjoyed all the Acting and the story, It also helps that the ending wasn't happy. I may be a happy go lucky guy, but god damn to I love a tragedy, or when everyone goes Insane... Meph Made A "Quills TNG" cake. It was Tasty and Moist. 

After the movie everyone cleared out with Amazing Speed. Like BAM, they were gone. I didn't even send out the "Get the fuck out, we want some time to ourselves, Vibes." So after a long talk me getting to know Meph more, Me exposing some of my toroid past, we got some Trancing on. I got to use my Completed Arm (New Pocket watch). This worked out Great, it as good balance and its pretty and Shinny. I did some Deepeners then I remembered Meph saying (in trance) that one of her Favorite moments was Suba Diving... so I sent her on a dive. She smiled as I described her goggles and Breath equipment as "High tech Spy NASA Shit". She went very deep with this imagery. Somambulim... Maybe level 2? We then went over some good stuff, but she kept asking How I know she was so Deep. I told her the signs. I guess that worked for Deepening as well "Your Body is showing X sign, that means your going deeper.... 80)"  I Also gave her a Helpful Mantra, Everyday in Everyway I am Being Better. It think it will help her. 

So I brought her back up, but not before suggesting that she owed me a Massage (Which was true). She gave me a great back massage, and got me to Relax once more. She then sat me up and pulled out the Pocket Watch I gave her today (I bought 2 off of Ebay... I figured my Lovely assistant needed one too). She did the Classic Eye fixation induction. I responded well to it, I think I need the visual Focus. I went deeper then I've ever been my whole body+lips were tingling... 

Meph is good, has "the Voice down". I didn't think I would ever be a good subject, but maybe I am. We'll see how that goes. Anyway I Stayed way too late (Big Surprise...) Now bed....

"At Last, My Arm is Complete Again"

This is my friend
See how it glistens
See this one shines
How he smiles in the light
My friend
My faithful friend

Speak to me, friend
Whisper - I'll listen
I know, I know
You've been locked out of sight all these years
Like me, my friend

Well I've come home
To find you waiting
Home - and we're together
And we'll do wonders
Won't we

You there, my friend

Dancing and Trancing

This past Friday night I too Mephsta out Dancing, but we did some trancing before hand (have a nice blue flashy thing I wanted to try out, worked well). I gave her a suggestion that when I said "dance for me"  She tuned out all but the Music and Myself and danced where the music took her while feeling submisive but free at the same time. Then we got "gothed out" and headed to the club. The place was packed. Lots and lots of awesome people, and quite a few that I knew. The trigger didn't quite work as well as I wanted untill a song came on that she was into and then it worked well. The time it best worked was durring an almost bellydance type song... very much awesome.  I plan to go back to this Club for their Goth night. I haven't gone in a long time before this night. If Meph ends up coming again (very likely) I will work on that trigger for better reactions.

We also had a good talk about what we both want and are looking for. I also expressed my wierd hangup about not taking advantage. I consider myself a niceguy and a gentalmen. I tend not to take advantace.... this needs to stop. I in my last relationship use triggers pretty often because I was always interested to see if they worked, and I liked the results. I was told after a while to quit doing that so much, and then not at all. This experiance is Fucking with my brain. I have a subject who delights in the fact that I can do these things, and I tend not to do them. *Shakes Fist* I will get over this hang-up. Being good/right/what I need isn't alwasy "Nice". I can still be a nice guy, I just have to look at what is being given and grab it with both hands. 

I also got an intesting offer form a Local Dom, She wants someone to Hypnotize her Sub. She is interested in Learning and will most likely come out for a Hypno-geek meetup sooner or later. I'm going to have Dinner with her next Monday to discuss the posiblities. What ever happens it will mean more Practice for me (which is what I'm looking for) and interesting new people (also what I'm looking for), so in the end I win.

Thats right, I win the video game. 

We out.

Scouting Mission=Sucsess!

Last night I went to the Boston Cambridgeside Galleria Mall Munch for the first time, Scouting for the April 11th Meet-up with the Hypno-Geeks (I guess I'm going to keep using this term, I associate it was fun times and the Hypno-geek Couch). The Mission was an awesome Success, not only do I now know the Location and details for the Meet-up I met Many interesting new peoples. Also Mephesta cuddle time was had and it was good. The Cheesecake factory after the mall shut down was fun. I didn't believe Meph when she she the food would be out at 10:30 when we sat down at 9:10.... she was right, about to the minute. Goat cheese pizza was the AWESOME!. It may be a new Fav. After much good talking with peoples around me it was pumpkin time. Meph and I tried to get to my truck, Mental note: The upper parking garage is "closed" after 9:30, you need to call Security to let you out... next time park in lower non closing lot, and after we decided that going later would be bad for both of us, talked for a few, she went under when I touched her head... I guess that one that I didn't plan may work from now on... needs more testing, and I got home before the Point of no Return. (The Point of no Return the point in time where if I'm still awake past this I can't go to sleep... I won't wake in time for anything... that nights PONR was 1am)

Life is an Adventure or Nothing... and oh man I'm I in the questing party....

Dinner and Adventure

Went down into the city of Boston this evening to Join Mephista for Dinner and fun. Dinner was really really great. It was Sesame Tofu in ginger sauce with Soy beans, Snow peas, and Carrots, rice and spinach on the side. NOM! (The only Meat I eat is Fish atm so this meal was sooo Great). 

She was feeling slightly nervous about trancing and I was ready to go, the exact opposite of last time.... So we made some nice mood lighting and I put her in one spot (she was pacing all around) and started the Cool "Fall into me" while standing induction. It took a minute but ended up working very well, and after I let her rest on me I put her in her trance chair. (Its a sweet recliner) She was having a hard time letting go, and I enjoy doing long inductions (so does she) and just kept going. I did my fav deepener that I stole from Aaron G @ Hypnoslave.com, where the subject puts the "stress and tension" in all parts from feet to head, and when the stress is a part the muscles tighten up, Deep breath in, let it go and relax X part.. all the stress is gone, repeat until whole body is stess and worry free. More deepeners followed along with strengthening old triggers. 

At that point I did something I always wanted to do for a Deepener... YoYo Hypnosis.  Up and down, back up then Down again. So Awesome, I love it so much, I could have done it for the rest of the night but I had a list to take care of. (Yes, boredom and wanting to remember all the fun things I think of Led to the "List for Mesphista, she loves that I have a list for her). So I installed some new triggers, but I forgot to do one on the list (Blast). She came back out and we gave each other a massage, her first then me (I still suck at message... I want to get better, but right not I'm the suck). I was on the floor and she worked her surprisingly Strong hands over my back, and then showed me what to do for her arms (her shoulders had been bothering her) later by moving my arm around and having me relax it.... Now let me tell you Mephstia is Sneaky... She snuck an induction on me. I saw where she was taking me, but I didn't care... I was good from all the back work and she was laying on me, whispering in my ear and it seemed very sexy so I went with it. I remember everything, some good forest imagery, a post hypnotic suggestion to Rehypnosis, and lastly so wanted me to "Use my skills" to get her out of a pony tail so I could brush it. I think it was just a light trance futher then anywhere I've been so far.   So I used her "Back into trance Trigger" and suggested she wake up and take down her hair and I brushed it. I Guess everyone wins.

So all in all things were great. I'm enjoying taking it slow, making sure we trust each other. I did do something funny though. We were about to wrap up when she said: "Hey I don't think you tested all your triggers.. I think you left one out" Me: "Uh.. I thought I did  them, Slow freeze and Blank right?..." I think for a second then pull out the list... Me: "Oh yeah!" Mephstia: "I think I'm slightly disturbed you forgot one of your Triggers.." Me: "Well its good thing I have a list then" Both: lol

We have a date for more Fun Trancing goodness Next Friday... 

All I have to say is Life is good. Good dinner, good company, good experiences, good night.

We out.

Back in Black

:Edit: God Damn do I need a proof Reader....

Finally something to Post!

Last night was there was an event in Boston I attended lovingly called  "Pints for Pervs", a place where kinky people can hang out. It was a nice bar w/ couches. I met some very nice people from Fetlife, some of them being Hypno-geeks (I guess this is the new term) from the yahoo group.

A good time was had by all, Mephsta Inivted me back to her place after I offered to give her a ride home. She very much wanted for me to trance her and I wanted her to be in trance, things worked out pretty well, it was jus tlike riding a bike. (I haven't Hypnotized anyone for 8 monthes and I could kinda feel the rust, but it can right off) I did an eye focus induction with a pretty niffty round crystal I have, some deepening exercises, and I gave her two triggers, one was a Post hypnotic suggestion for Re-Hypnosis, and the second was a freeze trigger. I love the freeze trigger, and she seems to like it as well. I spent a while taking her in and out of trace, getting her as deep as I could while building trust. We also stayed up way to late geeking out and as I write this I haven't "Been to bed yet" but it was all worth it. I seem to have found a great fellow Hypno-geek and Trance partner. Before I ended up leaving I even tried this induction seen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1PU83Jg_zo I have to say it was pretty hot, as was the whole night.

As of right now I'm tired as hell but boy do I feel great!

New Engand Hypno-Fetish Meeting

Edit Date Change!

April 11th. 4pm Cambridgeside Galleria Mall, food court.

Come one, come all (but try and give me a heads up) to the 1st of its kind (someone get me a fact check?) meeting of hypnoticly inclined people of New England. We will meet in the food court and hopefully everyone brings things to talk about and maybe some Shinny objects ;-)

I can't wait to meet up with so many like minded people!

The Origin of Dr SlashBlight

The persona of Dr. SlashBlight started in a Hot Topic. There in this Hot Topic in the Greendale Mall was a Coat. 75% off. All sliver vinyl. I tried it on, it fit well, and it was mine. Later that night I was hanging out with Friends. They were planning their next Live Action Role Playing event and I picked up "The Villain's Handbook" off of the coffee table. They were looking to make a fun low key event when I noticed the book had a Villain Name Generator. And as I looked at the tables of names and out came Dr/Slash/Blight... 

The pictures from the Profile are from the LARP. Me Dr SlashBlight w/ my Friends playing my Sexy and demented Nurses. I faced down the players w/ my Abominations and Mind Control Braclets. They were no match for me... until they killed my Giant monster then me.... 

Players of the LARP wanted More of DSB so we gave them, 

The Bride of Dr. SlashBlight! One of my Sexy nurses brings me back from the dead... but the nurse Marries me and thinks she is in charge... I try get the players to help me foil her scheme, but alas they don't and I, the good doctor leave with Nurse Jannet and unleash a hellish beat apon the players. Dr SlashBlight swore revenge against his bride and the Adventurers who couldn't help him... and Maybe someday soon there will be a Revenge of Dr. SlashBlight.....

Yes I am a nerd, but yes this all happened.

Right now DSB lives in a Separate LARP where I play a hero now... not as fun as being the Villain.

Nothing new at the Moment

Nothing new to report as of this point. The only thing that I've done is talk to some people. They said that trying out this http://www.hypnosis.edu/distance/foundations/ would be a really good idea. I just want to make sure I have enough time to finish the program.

An other thing thats been on my mind is bringing up the subject of Hypnosis. Someone told me today (on bringing up the subject) "but the topic in general? most people are fascinated". Maybe bringing up the Non-erotic side of the subject would be a good idea. Maybe I won't feel like I'm "In the Closet". And maybe, MAYBE, I can get someone to practice on...

We out.

Fresh Start

This is a fresh start for me. I while back I made a mistake. I married the wrong girl. She tried to like the things that I did, and share with me the things she was into. After a while she stopped trying, but then so did I. So now I start over.

The first thing I ask is "What do I want?"

I want to live out my dreams. Have a good career in something that I enjoy, something creative.. maybe sexy. And if I don't have a career in something sexy I still want to do sexy things.

And what is sexy for me besides the obvious? Hypnosis.

Yup I've been a Hypno-fetishist for a very long time. Even when I was a kid I was interested in the subject, although I was to afraid to tell anyone. The cartoon shows at the time had to be mainly nonviolent. So whats the best way for conflict w/ out violence, LOTS of Hypnosis and Mind Control.

So for the longest time I told no one about this fetish of mine. I just loomed over The Collective, Voyer's HypnoStuff, and any video of a Hypnosis/MC scene I could find. I found the Poser program and made my own MC comics, and I draw little doodles of Women/Superheroines in MC scenes. Then I met girl. We ended up going out for a while, and I told her about it. It was one of the hardest things I ever told anyone. And she said ok. I showed her my comics and websites that showed off my kink. Then at a friends party we went of to the woods to have sex. We missed most of the party and came back to crash on the kitchen floor, and that is where I Hypnotized her for the first time. She told me she had been in a stage Hypnosis act and was a good subject, so on the floor I started an induction. It worked out great. I gave her some triggers, and life was good. 

But when things are good sometimes you go to far. I loved that she had triggers I could use, and I used them. I would drop her into trance, Froze and posed her, I even had I trigger in place that made her the "perfect slave". Even while we were having sex I would freeze her on top of me, or say she was a slave and the "Yes Master! Fuck me Master" would be said breathlessly.

The highlight of this good time was when she stayed at my apartment and said she had a surprise. It was a Maid outfit. So, I made her into a maid, french accent. It was the most erotic thing that ever happened to me. 

Then things went down hill. Her attitude changed. She stopped trying to like anything that I liked. The only thing we ended up talking about was the cats. So we gave up, and now its over.

But now is also a new beginning. 

I want to be a hypnotist. I want to share that with people. I might even tell my friends... well maybe not the sex part... I just want to be who I am. 

So I guess I'll start posting here. I may not have anything interesting or Kinky in the near future, but I'm trying to reach out to some like minded people. Hopefully to learn from and or share with.