Dancing and Trancing

This past Friday night I too Mephsta out Dancing, but we did some trancing before hand (have a nice blue flashy thing I wanted to try out, worked well). I gave her a suggestion that when I said "dance for me"  She tuned out all but the Music and Myself and danced where the music took her while feeling submisive but free at the same time. Then we got "gothed out" and headed to the club. The place was packed. Lots and lots of awesome people, and quite a few that I knew. The trigger didn't quite work as well as I wanted untill a song came on that she was into and then it worked well. The time it best worked was durring an almost bellydance type song... very much awesome.  I plan to go back to this Club for their Goth night. I haven't gone in a long time before this night. If Meph ends up coming again (very likely) I will work on that trigger for better reactions.

We also had a good talk about what we both want and are looking for. I also expressed my wierd hangup about not taking advantage. I consider myself a niceguy and a gentalmen. I tend not to take advantace.... this needs to stop. I in my last relationship use triggers pretty often because I was always interested to see if they worked, and I liked the results. I was told after a while to quit doing that so much, and then not at all. This experiance is Fucking with my brain. I have a subject who delights in the fact that I can do these things, and I tend not to do them. *Shakes Fist* I will get over this hang-up. Being good/right/what I need isn't alwasy "Nice". I can still be a nice guy, I just have to look at what is being given and grab it with both hands. 

I also got an intesting offer form a Local Dom, She wants someone to Hypnotize her Sub. She is interested in Learning and will most likely come out for a Hypno-geek meetup sooner or later. I'm going to have Dinner with her next Monday to discuss the posiblities. What ever happens it will mean more Practice for me (which is what I'm looking for) and interesting new people (also what I'm looking for), so in the end I win.

Thats right, I win the video game. 

We out.